Soon to break fast

Breaking fast without Karmilah and my child is the worst ever feeling.. I feel something is missing from me and in my life.. Haiz.. Hope to see them real soon... Banyak kan bersabar zaman.. Minta Dari Allah.. He's the only one that can help you out.. Ease your mind my dear zaman.. If I were to go into next relationship, will the next lady be able to accept for who am I?? A guy with a son.. A guy that still loves her ex fiancée.. Haiz..