Good Morning Nurul Zarifah bte Zainal... I have been wanting to message you and ask you how are you and all those stuff.. But i refrain myself from doing so.. Because i choose to forget about you.. As i have said in my earlier post... I hope you are fine.. Dont work too hard.. Study hard and well.. Hari raya is coming, i hope the preparation is going on smoothly and well for you... Nurul Zarifah, i must admit that i miss you alot and i still love you a lot as before... I hope to spend this year raya with you but it is impossible i guess... I never message or call you doesnt mean i dont love you anymore... i still do.. i just want to go through this bad stage of mine alone.. i wish you all the best in your future, your studies, your family and your love life... Here is a short message for you :
Nurul Zarifah bte Zainal, You are the first lady that really captures my heart.. You never fail to remind me to perform my prayers and never fail to encourage me to take up and learn about islam and prayers.. I know you really care for me but because i hurt you alot and deep, you choose not to show the care to me... You are a sweet girl with a good and pure heart... I really regret for hurting you and letting you go out of my life.. I will never ever find a lady like you.. Even though our age are far apart, i really appreciate you and i dont mind going through all the obstacle with you like i have promised you earlier on.. Thank you so much for giving me the chance to love you and be with you.. Thank you so much for loving me too.. I may not know how to take care of you and your heart.. Thats because, i am still learning to do that.. You never fail to make me think of you everyday.. That shows how much love i have for you and how much impact you have made in my life now.. Once again Nurul Zarifah bte Zainal, take care and enjoy your life with your love ones right now.. I do hope you will still visit my this humble blog when ever you are free.. Till then Nurul Zarifah bte Zainal..
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