Nur Karmilah Abd Karim

Nur Karmilah Abd Karim... My ex fiancée.. 26 years old this year.. Born on 25th July 1986.. One day before my birthday.. We first met in the zoo in the year 2007.. We worked in the same department.. She goes by the name of Nur, ilah, Karmilah or baby... I used to call her all that.. We started our relationship on 9th Feb 2008.. I'm so proud of you.. Thank you for discussing with me about the child future with me when we first both found out that you were pregnant.. I'm so proud of you that you never come across your mind to abort the child.. In fact you are willing to give birth the child and suffer during that 9 months.. I'm also against the idea of aborting the child.. The child is innocent.. You have moved on with your life and you are married now.. I'm so happy for you.. I hope your husband treats the child as his own.. Thank you for telling me the child birthday.. 4th June 2009.. He is 3 years 2 months 4 days old as I'm typing this blog... I really hope, one day you will open up your heart to let me see the child.. I don't blame you for choosing to believe your family and it caused us to part our ways.. That point of time, no matter how hard I tried to explain myself, you choose not to hear me or believe me.. Allow me to tell you the truth now.. I didn't cheat behind your back.. I never see any girls behind your back... That day, you and me supposed to go out but you were in bad mood and decided to cancel it.. I understand your mood coz you are mid way of pregnancy... I choose to go out myself and coincidencely, I saw my friend... We chatted and have dinner.. That's all.. From there your family saw me and got the wrong impression of me... I wished I could just went home straight that day after you cancel.. All that misunderstanding, has caused me to lose you, caused me to not being able to see my son from when you are 5 to 6 months pregnant to the child is born till now... Haiz.. I regret it ila... I just waiting everyday to being able to see my son.. I've changed my hp num.. I no longer used 83745107 and I've resigned from the zoo.. I don't know hot to contact you or you to contact me.. But 2 years back, you went to the zoo and met up with me.. Thank you for sharing with me our child photo.. Nice of you.. I'm really sorry for not being able to be there for ever since.. Well ila, I hope you are happy now with a happy family... All the best Nur Karmilah Abd Karim...