Am I a cry baby??

I realize I've been crying a lot the past months.. I easily cry when watching sad story.. I don't know why.. I just manage to feel the story and how they are feeling in the real life.. I put myself in their shoes.. Even for love story, I will cry.. Haiz.. I think there's a lot of sadness in me.. I keep a lot of things in my heart for so so so long.. No one to share with.. Sucks feeling I must say.. If I die during the operation, my wish is to see my son.. Thats all.. I wish nurul and Karmilah all the best in their life.. I ponder about my journey of life too much and too deep.. No one can help me except god.. Cry cry cry..