Here I am again

Im so bored now.. Tmr will be the last day I can rest whole day.. Tuesday starting new work and no time to rest... Hahahahahaha... Let me share with you guys how Karmilah and I first found out that she was pregnant.. One night, quite late, she called me.. She say she's not feeling well.. Her stomach or something.. Can't really remember.. But quite serious.. So I went down to her house, bring her to hospital in a cab.. I think should be tan tock seng hospital.. We went to a&e and from there she receives her treatment.. After doing blood test, urine test and all, we overheard over the counter that Karmilah is pregnant.. We were shocked but we decided to wait till the doctor sees us.. So the doctor called us and we went in.. It's confirm that she's pregnant.. We were shocked but at the same time, our mind says don't abort the baby.. So the doctor sent us to Kk hospital that very night in an ambulance to double check.. So, it's confirm after the second check.. I must admit, both of us was in shock at that moment... So I sent her home and we sat down for a while near her area.. It was very late at night.. We discussed with each other on our next step.. Both of us came to a decision.. That is to keep the baby.. I emphasize to her, I don't want her to abort the baby and I will take full responsibility of it.. We plan when to tell our parents and when is the best time to get marry and all... So that's how, we found out that we have a child.. The next few months, I accompany her to Kk hospital for her monthly or weekly checkup.. We even started to buy baby clothes and stuff.. It was a memory that I will hold in me till I die.. Shopping for baby clothes is not easy.. Hahahaha... Whenever we go out, I will really take care of her.. Make sure she doesn't fall and all.. I will touch her stomach, hear the movement of the baby and even talk to the baby.. I must admit, I did suffer a little.. Karmilah attitude and behaviour changed.. As in she become more temperament and short temper.. Guess pregnant woman knows the best in this.. I told myself to endure and patient.. I never did scold or argue with her even though I know I'm not in the wrong.. Coz the more she angry, the more it's not good for her and the baby.. I must admit, Karmilah is the prettiest girlfriend I ever had... Pretty in her own way., I just can't describe it.. So far she's the only one that understands me the most and the best.. She loves me the most.. Sigh.. Sigh.. I've been talking about Karmilah and my son lately... I really miss them... I want to see them badly.. I mean it... Cry...