BBQ time

Hey people... I'm on my way for the BBQ.. Waiting for it and ready to mingle around with my new colleague.. I hope they can accept me as part of their family.. Let me continue my story on Karmilah.... We have been through a lot together.. Even though we lasted only for a while.. The stories that she told me about her past... Her life journey.. I really symphatise with her.. I thought I can take great care of her but I'm wrong.. We din last.. The things that I bought for her... Dress whenever I get my pay.. Cause I want her to look good.. So that she will feel good in herself... Not only dress.. There's other stuff too.. I sacrifice my financial needs just for her... I miss her now.. Whenever I'm down or feel shitty, she will always be there for me... No matter how late it was.. She even willingly come to my void deck to wait for me at 6 am and go work with me.. Cause we fought the day before.. I still can remember that she slap me once on my face.. I forgot what wrong I've done... But it's a well deserved slap from.. So far, she's the only one that has slapped me.. It means, she truly loves me... When she bought me breakfast, she will called me and ask what I would like to eat.. She will leave it on the locker room table if I'm busy with my work... I will give her money every month without fail.. For her to spend while waiting for her pay day.. The late night supper we always had.. From newton food market to lau pa sat to changi to anywhere.. It's awesome.. We will spend the night together if she doesn't want to go home.. When she's down, I will be there for her without fail.. I will patiently wait for her at her void deck every time we plan to go out.. And I will send her home without fail even if it's early in the morning... We pampered each other in every way we can.. She bought for me shirt, Bermudas, watch, wallet, shoe and all.. I bought for her dresses, shoes, watch, wallet, bag and many other things.. I even accompany her to buy her in side clothes.. You guys knows what I mean by that.. It's just so sweet... She really made me feel special... From couple ring to engagement ring.. We have bought it and done it.. We nearly bought our marriage ring.. Haiz.. But didn't make it.. Haiz.. All those are memories now.. I can only treasure it now and be reminded of it every now and then.. So people... Please treasure your love ones.. Don't let it go wasted..