Just finish learning my new company e learning

Mentally tired.. Just finished reading and learning about my new company e learning tutorial... Hahaha.. I'm outside all alone now.. Phew.. I'm all geared up for my first induction on Friday..  Headache and migraine is starting.. Sigh.... My smart attire, my black shoe and my work material are all ready for Friday.. My first induction.. My so call first day at work.. I'm free this week coz I'm clearing leave.. I will be having my shoulder surgery on 22nd aug.. Date is set.. Not sure what I will have for my break fast later.. I'm beginning and slowly take it easy about nurul.. I will do my utmost best..if ever I were to go into relationship in future, I will look for Chinese.. Malays are the same... I had he same encounter with all my Malay ex.. Spend too much money on them.., my friends that has a Chinese girlfriend is different.. They share their money when ever they goes on date... They share everything not only money.. Malay doesn't think far ahead.. Why does Chinese are successful now ad days? Coz they dare to think far, dare to dream and dare to invest or do things., Malay does not.. Malay are too scared.. Malay are skeptical about things around them.. Why does Malay has a lot of pre maritial sex?? Including me.. I had once and even had a son.. Coz we doesn't think about the future and we are immature.. That explains why I prefer to have Chinese friends instead if Malay.. It helps me to be mature in my thinking and stuff.. That's why, in terms of financially Malays always lose out..