I'm still thinking

My assistant manager called me at 730 pm just.. He's has plans to make changes to the department and he wants me to work closely with him.. I will be with him most of the time.. Wich means,he doesn't want me to resign.. I know that if I follow him, I can learn more about animal training and other stuff.. I'm not sure.. My ind is stuck.. Haiz.. He asked me to consider it over the next few days..

Nurul called me around 920 pm juz now.. Her sim card broke.. I know it.. If she has problem she will come and look for me.. If she's happy, she won't bother to call me.. And I'm meeting her tmr to pass her the new sim card.. And she wants to break fast with me.. If her sim card doesn't break, do you guys think she will want to break fast with me?? Hell no man.. I'm going to be mean to her tmr.. I will pass her the sim card tmr and after that I will go off.. I don't want to break fast with her or even stay any longer with her.. I'm going to tell her this.. Nurul, since you have sim card now, im going off now.. You don't need me to break fast with you.. You can call your best friend or raudah your Malay manager to break fast with you today.. I want to forget about you and I don't want to have anything to do with you anymore... Okie nurul.. Take care.. Simple as that.. If she wants to say anything about me, let her be... I've got no freaking time for her anymore since she treated me this way ever since.. I'm not being egoistic here.. If she doesn't turn up by 830 pm, I'm just going to leave tmr.. I won't wait for her... No point.. She may just cancel it last minute again or made me wait for hours... Which all this, she has done it to me before.. I'm immune to it already.. Nothing new.. I still do love her but I won't let any girls to treat me this way.. I want them to respect me like wise I will respect them.. Nurul, if you are reading this, do make yourself clear k.. I'm not going to break fast with you tmr.. Better ask some one to accompany you.. Raudah should be free for you.. Okie people.. I'm just need to rest my mind.. With my mum still in the hospital and with all the resignation that I have to think of.. Take care people.. Good nights.. Miss you son..