My last day at ginny and friends

Today marks the last day I worked at ginny and friends.. I'm going to start my night safari career in December.. I definitely going to miss all the dogs there.. My colleague treat me to Burger King, my boss give me extra $100 pay for farewell gift and bel, Jo both happy owner give me a dog plush toy with happy's picture and a short message.. I'm so touch by bel and Jo.. The rest of the dog owner wishes me luck.. Even though I work there for 3 months plus, they all liked me.. They asked me to come and work when I'm free.. They have seen me interact with their dogs through webcam and with their own eyes..I definitely going to miss beagle happy the most.. Lol..

Hanging on

Now, I'm hanging on.. Preserving through my bad times of life... Haiz.. Financially unstable for over 3 months.. When I start ns next month, I will work ot whenever there is need to.. I need money.. Even though I will feel very tired.. No choice.. I'm still thinking whether to join and play floorball once again.. Can't make up my mind.. Haiz.. This week marks my last week of work at ginny and friends.. It's a great learning experience and journey for me.. I've met a lot of dogs.. Yesterday, some of the dog owners that knows I'm leaving, wishes me luck in my next career and they are sad that I'm leaving and won't be working as often as now... Just 3 months, I've built this close relationship with the dog owners.. They are pleased with how I handle and interact with their dogs... Animals are my best friend ever.. No one can ever replace it.. I've been working with these lovely creatures ever since I am 20 years old.. They have been part of my life ever since.. No words can describe how enjoy I am.. I'm pretty sure sure, when I retire, my job will still be something to do with the animals.. I miss my son... 7 more days, my son will be 2 years 6 months old.. That's fast and I have not seen him yet from the day he was born.. Sigh.. I miss you son..

Strong

I've become more stronger now.. I will do my best when I go back and work... I will prove it those who bad mouth me and look down on me.. Just wait and see..

Happy the Beagle

Happy, you have touch my heart deeply even though I just work there for about 3 months... Out of so many dogs that I took care, we are close... Every single day without fail, I will coax you to sleep on my lap... All for your own good.. I know you have epilepsy and that's why I pay attention to you and make sure you have enough rest... I know we don't live together, but the bond we had everyday is enough for me... You are mischievous and a smart dog.. I'm going to miss you.. Coz next month onwards, I won't be seeing you everyday... As I'm starting to work at night safari.. I will come and work when I'm free k so that I can see you.. If you are gone one day and I won't get to see you, I will regret but I know you have moved on to a better place up there.. Son, I miss you.. I don't know your name and son is the only name that I can call you.. I don't know if I still can go into relationship.. Coz my heart says that I still love of Karmilah and misses her and our child... I still keep thinking of her.. Haiz... Right now I'm single for months already.. I guess I will leave it as it is.. I'm lazy to search for a new partner..

Truth hurts

I'm starting night safari next month.. Yesterday, kuar wanted to see me and I went.. I told him the truth.. If those of you guys who think I won't tell the truth or I won't speak up, you are wrong.. I did it yesterday... I have to protect my name and clear my name.. You guys have been saying things about me.. I don't care if its the truth.. I accept it.. Now it's my turn to tell the truth about you guys.. You guys makes thing difficult for me when I wanted to apply for the job.. I don't want to tell the truth but you guys make me do so.. So ya.. Don't blame me for doing so.. You guys started it first..

3 months

Been 3 months without a stable job... I do have a few offers but it doesn't suit me.. I still want to work with animals and Singapore has very limited... Haiz.. Miss my son.. Haiz

I'm staying strong

I'm staying strong...I've realized who are my true friends and who are not.. People continue to talk bad things about me while I'm not in the zoo.. All are lies.. Are they scared of me going back to work?? Those people are childish and insecure idiots.. Haiz.. Sad to know this.. I miss my son badly.. Next month, he's 2 and half years old.. Time flies.. Be a good boy.. Listen to your parents and aunts uncle.. If you have siblings, take care of them, when you grow old.. Love you son..