Raya is coming

Im not celebrating hari raya.. As usual.. I will be at home.. Same as the past few years.. I like to hear the takbir.. Coz I will cry.. It just touches my heart.. My son will be in my mind and I will be thinking about my life.. At times I do miss my grandparents.. All have passed away when I was in primary school.. Haiz.. I guess my next girlfriend if I were to have one, will be a Chinese.. Coz my this job is dealing with dogs.. I don't think Malay girls wants her bf to work with dogs.. Hahahaha.. So ya.. Higher chance I will get a Chinese gf.. I miss my son badly.. Haiz.. I do miss ilah but no point.. She has a happy family now.. I'm falling sick now.. Don't... Coz tmr I'm starting my new job.. Shit man..