Sigh sigh.. I thought Charmaine has understood what I explained to her yesterday night.. She msged me this morning around 8am.. She was on her way to work.. She asked if I could give her a chance to be in relationship with me.. I replied sorry but no.. Yes I'm cruel.. I have to be cruel.. I don't want to lead her on.. Now I'm worried about her.. I know she won't do stupid things to harm herself but am just worried if she is ok.. She told me she didn't sleep the whole night yesterday after I drive her home.. She doesn't want to text me coz she knows I'm tired and was sleeping.. Well, my answer is still no.. It's not that I don't want to give her a chance but I just don't want to go into another relationship at the moment.. She wants to come down to my workplace tonight.. Sigh.. I never reply her to that.. I'm on my way to my full time job.. Reaching soon.. Getting some rest now in the bus.. See ya..