As usual I'm on my way to work.. In the first train.. Tmr I'm schedule for morning shift for my full time job.. Sigh.. Another 3 hours of sleep tonight.. There's a chance I will request for afternoon shift tmr.. We see how later.. Met up with Charmaine yesterday night.. We talked till late night.. We talked about her work and her guy friend that is interested in her.. I won't be posting it here about what we talked last night coz I promised her I will keep it to myself... My working life has changed.. From dusk till dawn, I will be working.. What is love to me?? Charmaine asked me yesterday night.. My answer is... Love is about trust, honesty, accept for who we are, grateful that we are being love by someone, love is to be experienced not feel it, comforts the soul, be together, share your joy and sorrow, understand each other and give your partner space... Uh-uh.. That's my explanation.. She look lost but she beginning to understand after I explain to her.. And finally, I told her that I look at her as my younger sister.. Hmm.. She look dejected but she's staying strong.. I can see that she is controlling her tears.. I know she has done a lot of things for me.. I have to say it so that I won't be giving her hope thinking that we can be together.. It's going to be hard for her in the beginning but I'm sure she can get over it soon.. I will stay single as long as possible..