On my way to work at the moment.. In the bus.. A very hot day.. Sun is scorching hot.. Hahahaha.. I realize one thing.. I've spent a lot on all my ex girlfriend.. Hahahaha.. I don't know why.. Maybe I'm too generous.. That's me.. Honestly, I've been thinking of getting myself a girlfriend.. A true girlfriend that is willing to go through everything together.. A girlfriend that will want to settle down and get marry with me.. It's hard to find a good and honest girlfriend.. I'm still thinking about my son and my ex fiancée.. I'm not sure if Charmaine will be my choice.. I have to think it very thoroughly.. I'm keeping my options open.. It may not be Charmaine.. Maybe someone else.. I'm just wondering will I have time for my girlfriend given the work shift I have right now.. I received an SMS from my colleague.. They want me to work today and be the ic.. I'm off yesterday and they already miss me as their ic.. Hahahaha.. Crazy colleague.. Lol.. Seriously I'm lonely now.. I haven't go out and enjoy myself for a very long time.. Valkish, raihana, Winnie, Karmilah, roslina, nurul zarifah, these are all my ex girlfriend and Karmilah is my ex fiancée which I had a son with.. All these have a unique story behind them..I haven't meet any of them ever since we parted our own ways.. Out of all these, only 2 of them has a very close birthday with me.. Karmilah on 25th July, roslina same as me, 26th July.. They are either the same age as me or younger than me.. So yup.. In 3 months time, I will be 29 years old.. In 2 months time, my son will be 4 years old.. Charmaine ask me whether do I want to follow her tmr to meet up with her friends to chill out.. I'm not sure.. I haven't give any answer yet.. Meeting Charmaine at cck lot 1 before I head to work.. She has something to pass to me.. Wondering what is it?