Morning.. I'm halfway through my journey to work.. In the train right now..1 and half month to go for his birthday.. I need a girlfriend now?? I don't think so.. My colleagues has been trying to help me find a girlfriend.. Crazy fellows.. Hahaha.. I don't want to go through those emotional feeling anymore.. My heart has been stab deeply and I can't recover from that.. It has left me a deep punctured hole in my heart.. Maybe this sun, I want to drive around Singapore.. Relax and chill.. Go airport or changi or where ever.. To ease my tension.. Take me away from everyone else.. I need to be alone.. When I'm down, no one is going to be there for me.. Which I'm starting to feel down at the moment.. Sigh..