Morning people.. I'm on my way to my part time job.. In the first train.. I'm opening shop today.. Hmmm.. Yesterday night nurul and I texted a few msg to each other.. Nothing much.. Just a normal friend text.. Hope she's recovering well from her injured back.. Well, I'm a little worried about her.. She hasn't been working for 2 months and she injured her back.. It's just me.. I'm always worried for my friend especially if he or she used to be close to me now or before.. Some of my friend always tell me to worry about myself instead before worrying about other people.. Stop worrying about other people coz no one is going to worry about you like how you does it to your friend.. Yes, I do have a few choices to select from for me to be in a relationship.. It's not the right time now and I'm not ready.. I'm way too busy with work now.. My life is ruin and I've lost touch with the outside world.. My sis is getting marry next year.. She has selected and book the food caterer for her wedding.. It will be a two day event.. 1 whole day at my side and the other 1 whole day at the guy side.. Crazy.. It's a waste of time.. If I ever were to get marry, it will be a very simple affair.. Just the nikah is enough.. No wedding reception and lunch.. It's not necessary to have all that.. It's just a tradition.. I can save up money for my wife future and our child.. I will want to retire in Thailand.. Stay there and enjoy the whole of Thailand.. I don't want to live in Singapore... It's sucks to live here.. I'm hoping to see my son before I die.. Haiz.. And yes, I do miss my ex fiancée.. We went through a lot of shit together.. Thick and thin, we are always there for each other.. Even though she's 2 years younger than me, I must say she's the best ex I had so far.. I don't know how to describe the experiences I had with her.. It's awesome.. We were supposed to get marry 4 years back but shit happens and she jump into conclusion without finding out the truth.. I don't blame her coz at that time she's a few months pregnant and pregnant woman has their mood change very fast.. And the date that we set for our wedding was 25th and 26th July.. Sat and sun.. Both our birthday.. It's over now.. I can only cherish that moments now..