On my home after home... Yippee.. Hahahaha.. Ended work at 5pm today.. Quite sleepy at work today.. Guess tonite I'm sleeping early.. Not sure.. I'm used to sleeping late at night.. Tmr I'm working at 2pm.. So I can have a longer sleep tonight.. Next month, my reservist mate is getting marry.. Lol.. All the best bro in your new life.. Not sure if I'm going to the wedding.. Son, daddy has something to tell you.. I'm really sorry.. I didn't azan kan at your ears when you were born.. I didn't carry out my responsibility as a dad to you.. I didn't even spend a single second with you after you were born.. I miss you dearly.. Remember to study hard and listen to your parents and grandparents and your uncle auntie.. Don't ever mix with the wrong company.. Be wise and responsible towards your parents k.. IF ever your mum told you why I wasn't with your mum, and if you believe your mum, I won't blame you and your mum.. Coz both of you doesn't know the truth.. So daddy willing to take everything and be responsible for it.. Only god and myself knows what happen on that day.. And why I don't want to find your mum and you is because, your mum is married now.. I don't want to spoilt their marriage.. And daddy did ever ask your mum when can I see you and your mum reply now is not the time.. So I respect her decision and never question her anymore.. I don't want to fight your custody with your mum coz I believe your mum has the right to keep you.. She carried you for 9 months in her tummy.. That's a heavy responsibility..that's why I choose to back off and suffer alone right now.. Daddy misses you and your mum so much.. No one can ever replace your mum.. Your mum has the best inner beauty daddy has ever had..