I force myself to tell umi

I force myself to tell umi to forget each other.. It's hard for me and I think it's the best for the both of us.. She doesn't love me anymore anyway... So I don't think she will feel hurt.. Enough abt umi.. Let's end here about umi.. I can't wait to work in overseas.. I really want to leave Singapore and leave everything behind without looking back.. I can start a fresh in new country and worry about nothing when I'm there.. The lessons I learnt here, I won't repeat it when I'm overseas.. Zaman zaman... You are going to earn big money.. Put your heart, effort in this new job... 50 hours to go for my birthday.. Yippee... Be happy...