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Why do I keep blogging? Simply because, I'm bored and need some one to talk to.. I guess she has forgotten about me.. Haiz.. My birthday, she didn't wish me also.. Never mind la.. She has moved on with her life.. Let's see.. Hmmm.. At the same time as I'm blogging, I'm texting my friend.. Hahaha.. Watch 3 stooges yest.. Awesome.. Funny movie.. Hahaha.. Thinking of my son right now.. I don't know why lately, I've been thinking about my son.. Whereas I've not really been thinking abt my son for a while last time till now.. Is he well treated by his step father?? Are they a happy family?? Son son.. When you grow up, don't look for me.. Even if you find me, do not acknowledge me as your father.. I don't deserve it.. I didnt take care of you or give you love at all.. I'm so sleepy now but I can't sleep.. All my relationship sucks big time.. Always failed.. Oh god... Please give me strength to move on.. I'm not the old zaman now.. Plz give me back my old zaman to me.. Tears tears... Ok la..I'm going to rest now.. Good night my dear blog and to all of you people out there..