Working like mad

This week I'm working like mad.. Long hours.. 10 to 12 hours everyday.. I need to earn money.. I'm just a part time.. I rejected their full time coz of pay.. Everyday and every week I'm struggling with money... Haiz... I promise I will do well and earn back all the money.. Big money making coming soon... I have to endure this rough patch.. I have to learn animal training now.. And prove to people that I can do it.. I have the confidence that I can.. This is the part that I miss having a partner.. I've got no one to share my life with.. I'm motivating myself now.. Haiz..