On my way to work.. Anger 11 hrs of work later.. I've been giving encouraging to myself.. My assistant manager also has been encouraging me most of the time.. I'm lucky to have met him.. Meet him every week for lunch or dinner.. We will sit down and talk for a few hours.. I got to know this Chinese lady in the train.. First look of her, she's pretty, sexy.. Yes, she meet my criteria of not being a maly girl but she's a Singaporean,.. Which I don't want.. I guess being friends for now will be the best option..