Stress over money is fuck up

Shit.. I hate to always think about money... Money and money.. It changes people's life.. Fuck... Haiz..I emailed Dao from khao kheow zoo in Thailand yesterday.. Just asking her how she is and everything.. She replied and she still remember me even though we just met once in Singapore... Will be looking forward to go there one day... When can I get a proper job with a decent pay?? I'm been financially gone these few months... Fuck and a shitty feeling..