Going through tough patches now

Im going through a very bad times now... When is my career going to be stable?? When can I really start earning more money?? Haiz... I'm so stress up everyday.. Thinking of money, family and my career... Fuck up... I'm so tired and mentally tortured... On my way to work now.. My turn to close shop today.. So tired.. That means I will end work at 7pm... 11 hours of work... Haiz... It's ok la.. At least humphrey and Winston will be there today.. Hahaha.... Honestly speaking I really need a girlfriend now.. Someone that can be there for me.. Love me and etc... Accept me for who I am.. No money, black background and all...