Give me 2 to 3 years

Give me at least 2 to 3 years to be a successful dog trainer at least... I'm learning and doing research how dogs behave and their body language.. I want to train them and go into the market.. The first Malay dog trainer in Asia.. Who knows.. I can achieve that.. With hard work.. Now I'm suffering financially and all but it will be over soon.. Now I know who my real friends from the zoo are.. I still met up with my assistant manager and he's been guiding me for animal training now.. I'm so lucky to have met him.. I'm going to work hard and do him proud.. Once I establish my self as a trainer, I can charge the clients on my own.. Then, I need not worry about money anymore.. Now I'm struggling, I admit... Soon it will be over.. Me and him going into dog training business.. I can't imagine,I'm doing this... Hahaha... But insyallah it will be a success.. I miss my son.. I want to find Karmilah.. But I don't know where to start.. I don't want to regret not seeing my son.. I don't want one day, when I meet him, that's the first and last time.. I don't that to happen... Sigh...