Today is hari raya and as usual I'm not celebrating hari raya.. Been years since I last celebrated it.. I'm on 5 days off.. Will be back to work on Monday.. I just came back.. Spend my hari raya eve discussing and learning about animal training from my ex manager.. If not this year will be the 4th year I will be celebrating raya with my son.. Next year he will be in Kindergarden school.. 3 more years he will be attending primary school.. Time flies very very fast.. How much I miss you my dear son.. Well, this thing happen for a reason.. I have to accept the fact that he's not going to be with me..