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I'm holding on to 2 jobs at the moment.. At my current age, I'm glad that I can still hang on to 2 jobs.. Everyday, I will be sleeping for 3 hours the most if work both job consecutively..I will be out to work as early as 5 am and be back home by 130am.. Eat rest and I will be sleeping by 2am.. Sigh.. I've got no time for everything.. Now, my mind is just purely work.. 1 full time job and 1 part time job.. I will keep going on as long as I can.. That's the life of a person who wants to work hard for money.. Went to karaoke yesterday night at grand link.. Played with happy today.. Her birthday is on fri.. 4 years old.. She's lucky to have such a loving and caring owner.. They will be bringing her out on sea this fri.. Happy birthday happy.. I shall see you on fri when you come k.. Miss you little girl.. Whenever I'm down, I've got no one to turn to.. I kept it within myself.. I talked to happy though.. Even though she can't respond, she will lie down n my lap and listen to me without complain.. My son birthday is just 3 months away.. 4 years old on 4th June.. Till now, I haven't get to see him.. I have not gone into any relationship since mid last year.. I don't want to.. Coz I don't to commit into relationship.. I've got no time.. I've lost weight.. Coz I've not been eating well, and stressful life I have now.. I have to stay strong and I can stay strong.. My shoulder surgery that I had last August, is getting better.. Though I still have to restrict my movement.. It's already been 7 months.. I was supposed to attend physiotherapy but I didn't attend until now.. And I was supposed to do a follow up with my specialist doc but I didn't as well.. I'm taking a risk now.. It's my 3rd surgery on my shoulder.. Same shoulder.. 2001, 2005, 2012...