My thoughts

I'm on my way to ginny and friends.. After which I'm working at ns.. Sleepy and tired at the same time.. Everyone at work kept asking me when will I get marry?? Why I don't have a gf?? I told them its still a long way for me to get marry.. I don't have a gf coz I'm too lazy to have one.. Wasting my time and I'm not strong enough to go through those up and down emotions.. I'm happy for what I am now.. Sometimes can be lonely but I just have to bear with it.. It's her birday when she msg me.. I totally forgot.. Even if I remember, I guess I won't be wishing her either.. She msg me saying that she's 21 already.. Hmmm.. I miss the animals at afs.. I just have to control it.. Just have to look at their pictures.. I don't want to go back and visit them.. I have my own reasons.. I hope the animals there knows the reason.. I know max and faith will definitely miss me.. Coz I'm so closed to them compared to the other staff.. I didn't bid a proper farewell to the animals when I left.. I hope they are doing great now..