17 days

I just realized that I'm working 17 days straight without an off.. My only off day at ns, I worked 11 hrs at ginny and friends.. So yup.. Back to old days where working stretch is normal and robbing of our life.. Hahahaha... Today I was supposed to have dinner with poh choo and hirni at vivocity but I can't make it.. I'm so sorry guys.. Sigh.. Oh god, please help me to erase off my dark moments off from my mind.. Although it has subside, but it still haunts me.. I still keep thinking abt them.. I want to forget about them totally.. On my way to work now.. Just as I guess it, this fri I will be the show ic.. Ns staff called me, mr everything for I learnt all the show backup within 2 weeks and cleared to do it alone.. Ns manager say, he wants me to be a show ic coz he knows I can do it.. He heard from the managers at the zoo how I worked.. So far, I've got no problem at work for I know not to get involved in politics.. I just do my own business.. Ns staff also starting to open up and be comfortable with me.. I will be 29 years old in exactly 7 months time.. Time flies..