Hanging on

Now, I'm hanging on.. Preserving through my bad times of life... Haiz.. Financially unstable for over 3 months.. When I start ns next month, I will work ot whenever there is need to.. I need money.. Even though I will feel very tired.. No choice.. I'm still thinking whether to join and play floorball once again.. Can't make up my mind.. Haiz.. This week marks my last week of work at ginny and friends.. It's a great learning experience and journey for me.. I've met a lot of dogs.. Yesterday, some of the dog owners that knows I'm leaving, wishes me luck in my next career and they are sad that I'm leaving and won't be working as often as now... Just 3 months, I've built this close relationship with the dog owners.. They are pleased with how I handle and interact with their dogs... Animals are my best friend ever.. No one can ever replace it.. I've been working with these lovely creatures ever since I am 20 years old.. They have been part of my life ever since.. No words can describe how enjoy I am.. I'm pretty sure sure, when I retire, my job will still be something to do with the animals.. I miss my son... 7 more days, my son will be 2 years 6 months old.. That's fast and I have not seen him yet from the day he was born.. Sigh.. I miss you son..