My boss from my part time job has passed away on 20th sep 2013.. He was 51 years old.. He lost the battle to cancer which he was fighting for 3 years.. He came out in the Newpaper yesterday.. I will remember my promise to him.. Which is to help run his business.. I'm going to do my very best in making his business successful.. I was affected and sad abt this news.. I went to visit his wake on sun.. I'm glad that I managed to see him in the hospital twice before he left this world.. Well, life has to go on..

Fever.. I'm having fever right now.. I'm making my way to work now at my part time job.. Later in the afternoon, I'm working at my full time job.. I just gotta hang on till midnight and hope my body don't give way today.. Songs title I'm yours and don't give up by Jason mraz is one of my favorite.. Love the lyrics and rhythm.. This month and next mth pay, I'm going to save up for Bali trip.. Not forgetting my bonus in dec too.. I'm going to spend like nobody business in Bali.. For I want to enjoy like crazy.. Yea..

Air ticket booked.. Villa booked for 4 nights.. And Bali, here I come from 16th dec to 20th dec.. Very excited and finally I'm going for a holiday.. Yeah.. Had a wonderful time with her for the past 2'days.. This week can't spend much time together.. I will be very busy with work.. Day and night.. Sorry babe.. Glad that you understand my working schedule.. Will call you when I'm free k later..

As Cassandra is sitting by my side enjoying the sea view together, I decided to write this in my blog with her by my side.. In 1999, I had my first relationship.. Her name is valkish.. Lasted for 3 months plus.. In 2002, I had my second relationship.. Her name is Winnie Lu.. Lasted for a month.. In 2003, I had my third relationship.. Her name is Raihana.. It lasted for almost 2 years.. In 2008, I had my fourth relationship.. Her name is Karmilah and she's my ex fiancée.. I had a son with her.. We lasted for about two years.. In 2011, , I had my fifth relationship.. Her name is nurul zarifah.. We lasted for a month.. And in 2013, I'm having my sixth relationship currently.. her name is Cassandra Tan.. Time flies.. In 14 years, I had a total of six relationship.. Well, I'm lucky to have met Cassandra at this point of time.. We had a wonderful time these two days.. I love you Cassandra Tan..

Cassandra Tan.... The name that has craved in my heart.. It's getting deeper as days goes by.. I surprise you by waiting for you at your blk with my car to send and fetch you from work yesterday.. You looked great in the office attire.. I was astonished on how you dress up for work.. Today and tmr we are meeting... Spending quality time again.. Today I plan the outing, tmr it's your turn.. Lol.. I simply love this arrangement.. I'm off from yest to tmr.. Taking leave.. Just want to rest and spend time with my love ones.. my colleague has asked me to save up his money for him.. Coz he can't save up.. He told me on how he trust me so much and that same goes to the rest of my colleague.. I've known them for less than a year, and they are very very close to me.. I told all of them that I will be leaving the place real soon.. They are very saddened and some even wants to resign and follow me too.. Coz I've treated them like my own bro and sis and teach them a lot.. They are what they are now coz of me.. I give them opportunity to grow at work and be what they are now.. I'm going to pursue my biggest dream.. Enough about work.. I've plan a very special day for her today.. She will be touched by it.. I've never done to anyone before.. She's the first... Well well.. Hope the outcome will be good..

Thank you babe for the lovely weekend time with you.. We had continuous fun and hopefully you enjoyed it too.. We went to eat, dating and other stuff.. We are fated to meet at this point of time of our life.. We are together now.. We are treasuring each other even more.. Our love grew rapidly over time.. I'm speechless.. Have a great working week ahead of you babe.. I've told you abt my plans in near future.. That is to have my own house and be a well known animal trainer.. I'm working on it now.. And I may go overseas to gain experience in animal training.. You are very supportive of my plans.. You even encourage me to go on and pursue my dreams.. And babe, I also told you that I'm going to make sacrifices now which is to quit my full time job and help my boss running his business.. I have to help him for he has helped me a lot before.. He's not in the good health.. I'm going to join his company really soon.. People has been telling me that I will do well in my 30s.. My luck and finance will be going to change for the better.. I can see it coming now.. If I do well, I will not forget you babe for you are my pillar of strength and encouragement.. And I will also not forget to those that has been with me this period.. Babe, I will call you during your lunch break k.. I love you Cassandra Tan..

Is my luck changing for the better?? My boss wants me to run and take over the business.. He's really not in a good health right now.. I went to visit him today and I couldn't recognize him at all.. I tot I went in the wrong room but after checking with the reception counter, it is the correct room.. I cried.. Really.. I'm not joking.. He's making a name card for me and I will run the place.. I learnt a lot from him.. After he found out he got cancer 2 years ago, he's been praying to hopefully find a person that he can trust to hand over his business.. And I came in last year.. It's time for me to repay his kindness and at the same time I'm going to make my name in the market.. I can do it..

Thank you babe for giving me a wake up call today.. Appreciate it a lot.. Although, I didn't ask for it, but you did it with your own initiative... If not, I will be late for work.. Thank you so much babe.. I'm so sleepy now and I'm already on my way to work.. I'm feeling sad now coz one of the animal that I attached to is leaving anytime soon to heaven.. Anytime he can go..i must treasure him.. Sigh.. Babe, I will call you during your lunch time..

Heading to work now.. My lower back is aching though.. Hahaha... Working mon to fri and sat sun I'm off.. Going to paintball tournament this weekend.. We went to garden by the bay yesterday.. Had a lovely day together.. I love talking to her.. She's very mature and she always talk sense.. She's really my pillar at the moment.. Babe, I'm so lucky to have you in my life at the moment.. I don't know how to describe you any further as you are a wonderful girl.. I'm speechless.. Rest assured that I will treat you to the best as I can.. Love you babe..