Omg.. I slept only for 2 hours and I'm already on my way to work.. Sigh.. Damn freaking sleepy and my illness is getting bad.. Shit man.. Hope I can endure 17 hours of work today.. Pay in and I've settled all my bill and all the stuff.. Fri I'm off and I'm going to the bank to settle something and going to sims drive to get something.. It's good to see that I've got a lot of balance from my pay after paying all the bills and stuff.. I shall keep that use my weekly part time pay to spend.. Yea.. My financial method is working for me for now.. Thanks to my part time job that gives me the extra income.. I don't know how long I can hang on in holding with 2 jobs.. As early as 5 am I wake up to work and end my day around 130 am at night..that's at least 21 hours of work plus traveling time.. That is on a day if work both place on the same day.. Sigh.. My eyes are watery now and my flu is bad.. I give my close colleague a reality check yest nite.. He complain abt his pay.. So yup, after telling him off, he say he will get things sort out and settle this ASAP.. Theres a chance that I will get myself a pair of slipper.. Coz my slipper is slippery and going to spoilt soon.. It's been a while since I last do shopping and even if I do, it will be very rare of me to go shopping..

Working day and night today and tmr... I can do it.. Sometimes I'm lost in my life.. I don't know what to do.. Hahahaha.. In exactly 1 month time, I'm turning 29.. Pretty soon.. Time for me to get a girlfriend?? Maybe yes maybe no... Hmmm...

On my way to airport to fetch my elder bro.. He went to Korea for holiday.. Meeting my family at the airport coz I'm from my part time workplace.. Taking a bus from Yishun to airport.. I'm so sleepy at work today.. Sigh..

On my way to work at my part time job.. Working full shift today.. This week part time pay enough to cover my hp bill and her hp bill.. My full time pay I will use to pay other stuff.. Yest and today my off day for full time job.. Yest went out with paintball players.. We went to harbourfront to chill and play monopoly deal.. Hahahaha.. This coming fri I'm off and we are going to east coast big splash to play lilli put.. A 18 hole golf game.. Lol.. 5 of us are going.. Temba the spotted hyena is fine for now.. Thank god.. Hari raya is coming and I don't celebrate hari raya but I've decided to take 1 week leave during that period.. To take a break from work.. Every week I'm pushing myself to work hard and more at my part time job.. Coz it's a weekly pay and I don't want to have empty pocket every week.. I will try as much as possible not to touch my full time pay balance.. December I want go Bali after I get my bonus... I'm in need of a holiday.. Seriously.. I'm still sick and I'm planning to take mc tmr.. Seriously... Time for me to throw a mc for my full time job..

I'm already sick due to this crazy haze.. But I'm pushing myself to go to work lately.. My colleagues has been taking mc lately but I don't want.. I'm doing this for the animals.. If they are left outdoor, then I shall be outdoor with them.. Temba the spotted hyena is sick... She's my favorite spotted hyena.. Today, I will be calling the vets to check on temba.. I simply love the spotted hyenas.. They have caught my heart apart from the timber wolf at work.. I went in to play with the hyena.. Cool shit.. I've been given the task to train Zulu the younger spotted hyena for show.. I will do my best.. Coz I want to be a well known and successful animal trainer by the age of 35.. Ever since some of my colleagues found out that I went into the enclosure and play with the timbre wolf and the hyena, they have been asking me to go in with them.. They wonder how I did it.. I didn't tell them the reason how I manage to do it.. For I'm able to understand the animals behaviour and their body language.. That's is very important in animal training.. I even managed to let the hyena play bite my hand without the hyena crushing my bone.. They are well known for crushing bone with their powerful jaws and teeth.. Hopefully, temba is fine and is just having fever coz her body was hot yest nite when I touch her compared to the rest of the hyenas.. Haiz.. I shall see what e vets say later on...

Father's Day is over.. I could have celebrated it.. Sigh.. It's okie.. I'm moving on strong with life.. I want to be my own boss.. I don't want to work for people.. I want to get out of having to work for people.. My friend told me that I always have girls that likes me or wants to get closer to me.. I told them I don't know why.. Maybe coz I'm too kind and humble towards them?? And it's kind of rare to find a guy behaving like me.. Maybe my love life is starting to turn well after what I've gone through with all my previous relationship? I'm already 29 and I've nothing to lose if I were to get marry really late.. I don't bother myself with all these things.. I'm not a playboy although people may think so that I am.. I know myself better than any of you.. For I will treat my special one better than any of you..

Timbre substation yesterday with my 2 colleagues was awesome.. Was there from 730pm to 130am.. It was great.. Very nice ambience and good music from live band.. Songs and sms dedication was on and they dedicate the songs to me.. Lol.. Then came an unknown SMS dedication on the tv.. I was wearing light blue shirt and the SMS dedication goes like this.. To the guy wearing light blue shirt, I feel you are very cute.. I was like wtf.. Got to meet the lady that send the SMS dedication.. I didn't ask for her number coz I don't see a point.. She's very pretty I must admit.. Today didn't go out with the car much.. Stayed at home almost the entire day.. Tmr fetching my family from the airport.. Next month is my birthday.. Maybe going out on my birthday.. Not sure yet.. Stayed t home whole day can be very tiring.. Sigh..

I used to call you my girl.. I used to call you my friend.. I used to call you the love.. The love I never had.. Wen I think of you, I don't know what to do.. I don't know when I can see you again.. I miss you like crazy.. You are there when I need you.. Can't you see that my pain are real.. Girl I'm so down when your love is not around.. Well well, just the thought that came to my mind.. this fri to sun, I'm on leave.. Yeah.. Timbre substation here I come on fri.. Miss that freaking place very much.. Sweet memories I had there.. I'm on my way to work now.. Maybe I shld stop helping people at work.. Coz I feel they are taking advantage of me.. I help them a lot in terms of work.. Hmmm.. Wen I need help, I can't depend on them... My next job, definitely going to be an oversea country.. No longer job in Singapore.. I'm looking into other country already.. I'm expected to do out of my job scope coz of years of experience in this line.. I can handle it but I feel the pay doesn't match with my current job scope and my years of experience in the line..

I'm fucking piss off... You guys think I'm your ATM machine?? Fuck you.. Every single day and week, there's bound to have people to ask me for money.. I know that I'm earning a lot nowadays but doesn't mean I will lend you guys money as and when you guys ask from me.. I shall not entertain you guys anymore.. It's through my hard work and sweat that I'm earning this much.. If you guys want, go and earn that kind of money on your own.. On my way to work now.. Mon to thurs, I'm working at both places.. Total I will sleep for 12 hours during these 4 days.. Lol.. I hope I can tahan..

Tmr it's my off day... Yea.. High possibility that I will stay at home tmr to rest and recover... Next week work schedule is very very hectic for me.. But fri to sun I'm on leave and fri I'm going to enjoy myself at timbre substation.. Can't wait for the day to come... My birthday is next and I've applied for birthday leave.. Hahahaha... I don't have any plans yet.. We will see when the time comes...

I'm loving my Samsung note 2 phone.. Next up will be Samsung s4 or iPhone 6... Just cut my hair and I'm on my way to work now... I'm sponsoring one of the paintball team for Singapore paintball series leg 2.. I've given them $500 and another $200 will be in August.. I'm planning to open a dog training school in Jakarta or Bali in a few years time with my ex manager... My ex manager is a well known in Indonesia.. I may migrate and stay there if everything goes well and smoothly.. Which means I'm not sure how long I will be there and I'm so going to leave Singapore... I don't like Singapore.. Sucks.. I'm so fed up with my current work and Singapore lifestyle.. If I make it in Indonesia, I will buy a bungalow, car with a chauffeur and bring my parents over to retire and relax there.. They will be taken care of there.. With the contacts I'm going to have in Indonesia, my family will be definitely safe from everything.. There's a girl at my work place that is trying to get close to me.. My colleagues told me that she has feelings for me.. But I don't care.. For I'm not interested in her and any relationship for now.. Wait til I'm very successful then I will think about relationship.. Hasn't been meeting up with Charmaine for a while.. Everytime we plan to meet, I won't be free... Sigh.. Time will come for me to meet up with Charmaine..

My son birthday is over...wahahaha.. Miracles didn't happen this time round.. Expected it... How am I lately?? I'm ok I guess.. Everything is normal.. No changes yet... Now I'm waiting for my transport back home.. I'm hoping for 14th June to come.. I've book a table at timbre substation.. My leave is approved.. I'm going to so relax and listen to live band music that night.. And what's best is I'm going to have the car to myself for that few days... Yeah.. Im going with 2 of my colleagues which is my two so called children.. Lol..

On my way to work now.. Opening shop today... I'm working two places today.. This week another 3 hrs of sleep... Coz I'm working both places.. Tmr is my son birthday.. I'm working at my part time job tmr.. 11 hrs of work.. After which I'm heading home to catch up with my sleep.. Unless miracles happen tmr.. Hoping so but not high hoping high.. I'm very sleepy at the moment... I do admit I feel lonely at times.. But I've to bear with it.. Hate to fall in love.. Hate the feelings that will be involved.. There are girls that wants to flirt with me but I don't give it a damn.. They are not worth my time.. It's so difficult to find girls nowadays that is willing to go through the high and low together with me, accept my past and for who I am now... Well, I just have to wait for the right time I guess..

Alhamdulilah.. My financial has been very stable for the past months.. I have to keep working towards it.. It's working out well so far.. Thank you Charmaine for being the pillar of my strength.. Next month is my birthday.. I don't have any plans yet.. Hmmm.. Definitely I'm taking a few days leave during that period.. And yes I'm going to Bali in December... Hopefully everything things out well.. Hahahaha.. I'm 30 next year... That's a pretty fast time..