4 more days to go to my son 4th birthday.. Happy birthday to you sweetheart.. Miss you dear... 14th June is set.. Reservation is made at timbre substation at 730pm.. It's confirm.. We are going there.. Weeee.... 2 weeks to go..

I'm back.. It's been a while I last blog.. Been damn busy with work and giving advise to my colleagues... Yest went out with 3 of my ns colleague.. 2 of them which they seek advise from me regularly came to my part time job place and had lunch with me before heading to east coast.. We went prawning and fishing.. Those 2 are my so called children coz they call me daddy.. Hahahaha... We managed to catch alot of prawns and a handful of lobster plus each one of us managed to get a fish.. Lol.. We are going out again on 14th June or 15 June.. We will be going to timbre substation.. Those 2 days I will be driving coz my family are out for a holiday.. As for me, I'm still e same.. No change.. Just that I feel I'm becoming more people adviser and for people to confide in.. 6 more days to go for his birthday..

The 2 colleagues of mine waited and find me at ns.. They waited at the bustop till I end work.. We chatted till 2am.. They came looking for me coz they need more advise.. Especially the girl.. I lecture them, give them advise accordingly.. Meeting with them later ard 6pm.. I told them to take off today as I don't want their mood to affect the rest at work especially the animals.. So yup.. I will be accompanying them today.. Plan later on will be dinner and prawning.. They will be coming to jurong to look for me.. I'm a fatherly and brotherly figure to them.. Today is my off day.. They said it again yesterday that they don't know how to repay my kindness.. They are still very young.. I will be there whenever the 2 of them needs me..

Yesterday was my off day.. I met up with 2 of my colleagues in the evening at marina square.. We had Seoul garden for dinner and we went to Arab street for sheesha.. Headed home ard 1am.. I treated the 2 of them..Before that I was in the zoo.. Bring one of my friend from Indonesia to the zoo.. My 2 colleagues and I had a heart to heart talk... They really needed my advise on what they are facing right now.. They are couples.. They are not having problems with each other but their personal problem.. Yes.. I did give them advise.. They are shocked to hear my stories.. I purposely let them know my history as I know this will help them.. True enough it did.. Now they have gained more respect for me.. I made them think back in every question or ans that I ask or they ask.. They appreciate me more now.. Coz they know mine is a bigger problem than theirs.. They are still very young stage... If I can make a difference in their life, why not I help them.. They look me now as their father, and big brother even though we only know each other for less than 6 months.. It's great going out with them.. Fun and I feel young.. They told me they appreciate it a lot and they don't know how to repay my kindness.. I stand up for them, I was there for them when they needed me and I always make time off for them with my busy schedule.. They want me to guide them in their life.. Yes I can guide them.. I don't see a problem.. Well I hope they are feeling better now..

Today is my off day.. I'm on my way to meet one of my colleague at marina square.. He's having some bgr problem and need someone to confide in.. Yup I'm there for him.. He's still young... And both he and his gf look up to me as their big brother and they have a lot of respect for me.. How I know is they told me themselves.. Both of me are working together with me at work.. Every single one of my colleague has come up to me to confide in.. They are so comfortable with me.. And yes we played soccer together yest nite.. From 2am to 4am.. At woodlands sports planet.. Lol.. THey confide n me from money wise to personal prob to work prob and etc.. And yes I borrowed them money, I treat them whenever I can.. Why I do that coz majority of them are still schooling and haven't serve their ns.. Pity them.. I was once like them.. I will never forget where I come from.. And now for money wise, I'm not 100% stable but still manageable that's why I can afford to lend them money.. Tmr I'm working 2pm shift.. And they have been asking me when I will get a gf and get married.. Lol.. This question never fails to appear at work..

Saw my ex fiancée

Today while waiting for bus at Yishun, I think I saw my ex fiancée.. There's this lady that stares at me for a long time at the bustop.. It caught my eye while I was walking towards my bus.. I was on my way to my part time job.. Hmmm... When I look at her, it looks like my ex fiancée.. If it is, then she has changed a lot.. She looks different now.. Well, I can't do anything now.. It's over.. I just have to live with it.. Hope all the best for her and her husband... Ciao..

Something ruin my day today.. Shit happens today.. Arrrgghhhh.. Spoilt my day and mood.. I hate you to the max.. For goodness sake... I'm taking it easy now and it's definitely not going to affect me anymore.. I'm being heartless now.. I have to.. Think for myself not for others.. This entire week I'm working morning and night.. Back to sleeping of 3 hours.. Sunday my off day.. Sat night after work going to play soccer at woodlands.. Book the court already.. 2am to 4am..

Been so busy and tight up with work that I haven't been able to update my blog.. And yes she has been contacting me back lately.. I told her to stay away from me and stop contacting me.. I told her that I'm attach and to stop contacting me.. Truth is I'm still single and I don't know why I told her I'm attach.. Well, let her think what she wants abt me.. It doesn't bother me.. Yes, I do want to help her but I chose not to.. I have my own reasons.. She say she's going for op this Monday.. Not sure what type of op.. Well, hope she recover fast and well.. Her love ones will be there for her.. 1 month to go for my son 4th year old birthday..